Picture does no justice to it’s beauty!
I miss the clean air and the worry free days…
I miss this
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photo by jeahna sohn.
I can’t believe it. But im back! (Because of you right side!) So much seems to have happened I don’t know where to start. I think what I was scared of, or why I was hesitant to come back was because of the nostalgia i knew I was going to feel. Its been exactly a year since usc, and i still have bittersweet thoughts. It feels so strange to be involved with something again. I’ve literally been alone, completely for the past year. Even at the conservatory, its just been class, practice, home and work…people are intimidated because I never talk, ever. But i guess im planning to start balancing my life a little bit more now..which started with a reunion with the right side :)
I guess about a year ago, i was pretty desperate to isolate myself from everything and anything that would remind me of the past..but I feel stronger now. The five months or so without tumblr or facebook was kind of refreshing and the conservatory actually isn’t too bad, and it seems I’ve gotten on track with my life within that time. Lost weight, practiced, set life goals, woke up early, studied, made good friends, set and reached spiritual goals…
Finally! Long awaited summer. So much to do so little time! Which reminds me that I took this picture right after the last day of school. I look so…happy.
This is so weird, I guess I really was a hermit.
I’ve decided to ignore my dashboard for the time being.. too scared to scroll through everything I missed :(
느낌이 안좋다… 왠지 피곤하고 내가 지금 뭐하는거지 라는생각? ..정신차려야지.
월요일 부터 학교시작하면…수업, 일, 연습, 연구, 봉사 로까득찬 생활이 될텐데..
이런 생각할 여유도없는데…
결심을 해야겠어.
하지만.. 혼자있을때는 이런 결심이 쉽게 돼는데. 보는숭간 뇌가 이상해진다.
그래도 해야해.
극복 할거다
극복 해야한다
그래…
극복…했다.
갑자기 마카룬이 먹고싶다.
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New phone…
TOMORROW
finally entering the smartphone world…
with an iphone~
마냥 좋아좋아! 그 덕분에 얘기도하구..
으악. 그데 계속 포기할까라는 생각.
항상 혼자서갖는 용기 그다음 희망…마지막으로 포기. 또 한번의 반복일까?
이런 생각을 할때가 아니지…연습에 집중을 해야해 집중! 윽. ㅠ-ㅠ
